January 2011
j-delacruz asked: Well, you know I will always be here to help talk things out and rationalize your thoughts. I know we're not super close but I am always willing to extend the effort that much farther for family when they need it.

Not knowing your intended major is fine; that's why the first two years are general requirement classes needed for all majors, to help you find yourself and...
Jan 31st
Dilemma
I’m thinking of transferring to Central…but I don’t know if I’d be making the right decision. All I know is that my parents would hate me if I did this, and I don’t know what would happen once I go there…if I ever do go there. But I want to do this for me…I’m not happy here..I haven’t even talked to them about it and I don’t know how to.
Jan 31st
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Jan 28th
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As we grow up, we learn that even the one person...
smasuo: kelvinween: (via kelvinween) Mentality I need to keep EVERYDAY of my life.
Jan 28th
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Jan 28th
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Having a horrible week.
I want the weekend. I want to be home. I want my mom.
Jan 26th
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MY DAILY DOSE: I never try to "rekindle" things... →
j-delacruz: saydeezfbaby: I never left them, they left me. And if anything.. They should be the one who tries to fix things with me. I’ve never encountered someone who dropped me and worth ME running back to THEM. No, that’s the stupidest shit ever. They lost me, they should put in the effort to get back on track… As much as I agree with this because I feel the same way, it’s a completely...
Jan 26th
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Confession.
I feel like I have no hope. I need direction but I don’t know what I want to do. I feel so useless right now. I want to know what I want to be in life. Why can’t I just figure it out already!?
Jan 26th
Jan 26th
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Never go to sleep angry,
gwynneee: You never know if you or the person you’re mad at will wake up the next morning. Always forgive someone. Because you never know if you’ll talk to them again. Things happen. Get over it. Always forgive. You may not forget. But it’s better than knowing you’ll never get to say sorry or I love you again. ———- My mom always used to tell me this & I try my hardest to live by these...
Jan 25th
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Jan 25th
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Question.
Do you ever have those days where you feel like you would much rather drop out of college, give up and just work anywhere for the rest of your life? Or is it just me? It’s probably just me.
Jan 24th
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Jan 24th
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No shame
If I could, I would so totally go home every weekend. I hate being away from home. I don’t care what people say, I’m a homebody person and I ain’t ashamed of it.
Jan 24th
Rage
This has got to be the first time I’ve ever felt so angry before. How would you feel if you were constantly being blamed for absolutely nothing? I defend mys
Jan 23rd
Own up
This has got to be the first time I’ve ever felt so angry before. How would you feel if you were constantly being blamed for absolutely nothing? I defend myself because I’ve dine nothing wrong; and yet, people continually choose to blame me. Here I am trying to help and understand what’s going on then BAM. Everyone turns on me and it’s my fault. Fuck that. I seriously feel...
Jan 23rd
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Jan 22nd
Phenomenal Woman
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies I’m not cute or built to suit a fashion model’s size But when I start to tell them They think I’m telling lies. I say, It’s in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I’m a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That’s me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please, And to...
Jan 22nd
Invictus
Out of the night that covers me, Black as the Pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud. Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the Horror of the shade, And yet the menace of the years Finds, and shall find,...
Jan 22nd
“My great hope is to laugh as much as I cry; to get my work done and try to love...”
– Maya Angelou
Jan 21st
Defying Gravity
“Something has changed within me  Something is not the same  I’m through with playing by the rules  Of someone else’s game  Too late for second-guessing  Too late to go back to sleep  It’s time to trust my instincts  Close my eyes: and leap!  It’s time to try  Defying gravity  I think I’ll try  Defying gravity  And you can’t pull me down! ” ...
Jan 21st
Jan 21st
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Summaaa time!
I cant wait for SUMMERRRR! Here are the plans as follows; 1. Working on farm; There’s no way of avoiding it, its an endless love/hate realationship. 2. Summer school; Possibly at YVCC just so I have something else to do and to get me to not spend as much time on the farm. 3. Roadtrips; Visiting roommates and friends in Silverdale/Bremerton area. California with the cousins.  4. Farmers...
Jan 21st
Confession:Nerd Alert.
I like to read fan fiction… especially the Harry Potter ones XP
Jan 20th
Update/Rant.
I haven’t been on in awhile… Lots of things have gone down since I last posted. My uncle is doing slightly better but the outcome is or will be worse (if that makes any sense). It’s really difficult to say what’s happened because I myself am still trying to understand. I hate that he’s in this situation and it hurts me just as much as its hurting him, my aunt, my...
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Yummy in my tummy
NOTHING and I mean nothing will beat the taste of fresh made lumpia. It’s my favorite :)
Jan 13th
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Jan 13th
Reblogged from Smasuo: If you’re ever questioning whether you should move on or keep holding on, you should really analyze the situation. Sometimes it’s worth staying for, but if you’re holding out for someone that isn’t doing the same for you..then what’s the point. Things always change and while you’re waiting for the “if he’s mine he’ll come back to me” mentality to take affect, you need to...
Jan 12th
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Jan 10th
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Jan 10th
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Invictus
Out of the night that covers me, Black as the Pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud. Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the Horror of the shade, And yet the menace of the years Finds, and shall find,...
Jan 10th
Update on Uncle Roy.
I’m here at Maui Memorial Hospital in the Intesive Care Unit lobby. Surrounded by my enormous extended family. It may sound loud but at times there are moments of complete silence. I know exactly what’s running through everyones minds. We’re all thinking about it. We all are worried about my uncle Roy. I saw him today and I almost burst into tears. scratch that, I didn’t...
Jan 10th
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Jan 9th
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Reblog if you're Team Deena / Snooki / J-Woww
nickiyuuup:
Jan 9th
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My point of view.
There’s no race, no religion, no class system, no color, nothing, no sexual orientation that makes us better than anyone else.  We are all deserving of love…
Jan 8th
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